Monday, March 15, 2010

what's keeping me awake. outrage, outburst!

ok, ranting time. some random tots why are there so many men cheating.
(p/s: this is in the bgr context, not the marriage kind of cheating. i know cheating is still cheating. if u wanna read, go ahead. if u think this is crap, WAT THE HELL R U DOING HERE?!)

its gonna be some random sentences that is playing in my mind right now.

most men talk to random girls behind their girfriends. its a fact, i asked most of them.

how come men likes to talk dirty with girls. it turns them on? crap. i think they're delusional.
like they say "actions speak louder than words". go figure.

men are just so full of lust and all they want is to satisfy it. if they can't get it, it hurts their ego. yup, all men.

girls show off their small tits to get/lure men. they take pictures of their small tits and broadcast on their profile page of a social networking site. to me, they're sluts. no wonder these men who sometimes i call them cee-koh-peks are interested in these sluts. seriously, cee-koh-peks date sluts for the fun of it just like how they use condoms. use and throw. oh i forgot, sluts have no pride.

one thing i dun understand about men, is that if they want to get to know, like literally, ALL the girls in this world. WHY THE FUCK YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND IN THE FIRST PLACE?
they say they love u, give the moon and stars and other what not shits and yet, simply loves to talk to other girls. so the girlfriend for what?
so if the excuse was like, "hmm, just a new friend to talk to." then the girlfriend is mute, deaf, dumb is it? she can't talk is it? and 'coincidentally' the girlfriend saw the conversation between the boyfriend and the new friend. very flirty and dirty conversations. is that kind of conversations are between a couple? pardon me for being sensitive here, but hell! its rather pointless for the relationship.

i bet the men must be thinking. "there must be a reason why the boyfriend is cheating. maybe there is something wrong with the current girlfriend". maybe, maybe not. if he cant take it, then leave her, why stick with her and let her bleed? maybe she has become uglier/fatter by the years they had been together. maybe he saw the real her, her attitude is so bad that he can't take it anymore. then an easy way out, LEAVE HER!! or if u really love her, sit and talk and discuss the issue, NOT CHEAT BEHIND HER BACK!

u know, man would never know how much a woman has cried for him. unlucky for some women, even when they mentioned it, the man can't be bothered to know how much the woman has cried for him.

but then again, on another note, women cheats too. damn. its true. this is reality, people! some women does it to get attention from other men since they couldn't get any from their bf. or for some, revenge towards the bf since the bf is also cheating. which of course, leads to a never ending problem. dumb asses!

ok, i feel much better letting it out but i'm still not sleepy. darn!

Thursday, March 4, 2010

jeans for sale!

i was clearing my wardrobe and found extra jeans that i don't need. so i'm selling them for 20 bucks each. negotiable. both size 29. they're still new. and i haven't wear them before. ouh, Esprit jeans, btw!
both are boot-cut jeans but different colors/tones.

lighter tone jeans
front view
back view
floral designs
full front view
full back view
(focus on the jeans not anywhere else, i lazy to edit)
darker tone jeans
front view
back view
esprit logo
full fnt view
full back view
anyone interested, pls email me or for those who have my number, sms me!
=)

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

happiest girl tonight!

ok, this is very random but it really really made my day. Oppa and I have been arguing about acknowledging each other at FB. i still wonder why his status is single when he's with me. ok, that's beside the point. but anyway, with his wall post today shows that he's single BUT NOT AVAILABLE!!! yessssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he left a very very sweet wall post at FB! i love this kind of surprises. out of the blue. i know its very random but he's not the romantic sorta guy, if u know what i mean. i even made a print screen to tweet about it and now i'm blogging about it. sorry, its in malay. i'm lazy to translate but 'cinta' is love. so, obviously proclaiming his love to me. ^_^

hehehe.... i know la, i know la.. i'm so full of myself, wanna show off my boyfriend proclaiming his love whatnot but it's not as bad as some people who says "i love u, dear", "oooooooohhhh, my poor baby" or mushy whatnots every day and proclaiming in public, that is, FB. anyway, i'm still shocked that Oppa did this. really! now even got another people commenting. ok, i'm so happy.

as in the song of SNSD's OH
Oh Oh Oh o ppa reul saranghae (oh oh oh oppa, i love u)
Ah Ah Ah a manhi manhihae (ah ah ah a so much, so much)

Sunday, February 28, 2010

flu bug

my flu bug is not going away. got it since i was having exams. the jelly is really irritating after i blew my nose. it stretches like cheese from a pizza. hehe.. i know disgusting.

i'm gonna diligently eat the medicine from now on.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

because of money

i really hate a certain group of people. the title says it all! damn, fucked up!

so fucking calculative! told my mum not to be dependent on them. ok, i'm gonna babble in malay!

suka nah ungkit-ungkit... bila kita susah, kita mintak tolong, macam-macam alasan. bila korang-korang mintak tolong, selalu cari mak aku. kalau setakat tolong dengan hati yang tak ikhlas, tak payah tolong sudah. kan korang kata, kita ni orang susah, jangan rapat dengan kita. tengok je la nanti. sampai bila korang boleh hidup.

really pissing me off!! one of them even offered me to give her my resume so she can help me find a job. but really, what's her motive? i don't want to give her my resume and then in the future, she expects something in return and then 'offset' her deed towards my mum. like my cousin's boyfriend who she got a job for and then when they got into an argument, she made a huge commotion about it! so i want to save all that trouble. thank you very much!

oh, and i'm never gonna do business with them anymore. and i told my mum never to lend them anymore money. that's it! i had enough! no more of this fucking shit! damn fucked up!
all these years, i kept quiet for so long because i'm still a student. wait till i'm a fully pledged working adult!!! eee!!! geramnye!!!!

p.s it's not as if you can bring the money to your grave and bury it together with you. puh-lease eh!

back to action

i know i've been missing in action for 2 months now. been hell of a roller coaster ride.

updates:

1. *sheepish smile* i'm back officially with Oppa. hehehe... only thing he doesn't wanna acknowledge me at FB or anything online. got annoyed at 1st, but now, got used to it and dont really care as long as he's with me. I'm very much fucking contended. thank u very much.

2. I've just end my last semester in my final year in poly!!! awesomeness!!! free from studying, project and all hell! only now, waiting for results. as usual, there's always one paper that i screwed up. this time, its hordit. go figure.

3. gonna find a job now. fine-tuning my resume and gonna go get a job and get my own income, like finally!! so i can buy whatever i want without feeling guilty. and i no longer need to be jealous of people's things. yar, i know. i'm a like spoiltbrat. shut up!

as usual, my blog will be mostly about my complaints. i've decided that i'm gonna complain everything that i hate on blog and not burden anyone with my complaints. i know i complain too much to my frens. ^_^

and of course, i'll blog some of my happy/sad/weird moments. new blog, new year. i like it this way. if u dun, go to hell! ok, bye! (not in a every polite-goody2 mood)

Monday, December 7, 2009

Questions that doesn't seem to have any answers.

1. do you still talk to other girls on a regular basis?
2. do you use those erotic icons when talking to other girls?
3. do they get flirty when they talk to you?
4. why am i even asking these questions when i feel that you won't tell the details?
5. why would you tell me even i ask?
6. why do i get jealous easily?
7. is it because i don't have enough confidence in myself that i have to ask those questions to you?
8. why is it that you always use that reason to avoid from answering those questions?
9. but if i don't ask those questions, how will i know that you're not cheating on me?
10. why is that i feel you're the one for me but i still have doubts about you?